That place

Subject:	Maybe this year will be better than the last...
Time:	2:42 am.
Mood:	hopeful.

A long December and there’s reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can’t remember the last thing you said as you were leavin’
Now the days go by so fast

And it’s one more day up in the canyons
And it’s one more night in Hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven... I wish you would

The smell of hospitals in winter
And the feeling that it’s all a lot of oysters, but no pearls
All at once you look across a crowded room
To see the way that light attaches to a girl

And it’s one more day up in the canyons
And it’s one more night in Hollywood
If you think you might come to California... I think you should

Drove up to the Hillside Manor sometime after two a.m.
And talked a little while about the year
I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower,
Makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her

And it’s been a long December and there’s no reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better that the last
I can’t remember all the times I tried to tell myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass

And it’s one more day up in the canyon
And it’s one more night in Hollywood
It’s been so long since I’ve seen the ocean... I guess I should

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Subject:	Circumstance gets in the way.
Time:	9:16 pm.
Mood:	sleepy.

Heya guys.

Hows your day going?

Mines going pretty decently.

I've just been working a lot lately.

Same as always.

Things have been going pretty well.

Hmm, I never update because I never do much of anything.

I work, play some video games, hang out around the house, maybe go see a movie here and there.

Well, I think I'm gonna go now...but I hope you people have a good day.

~Another day in the life of me~

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Subject:	No one ever tells you that it feels like home...
Time:	1:56 am.
Mood:	horny.

Hey folks.

How are you all doing?

I've been pretty good.

Just working.

Hanging out at home, but when my home is the place that everyone congregates to, it is easy to see your friends.

Mel is coming down tomorrow.

Fun.

Not as broke as I once was.

Good.

So...yeah...not much to say.

I do the same thing everyday.

I enjoy it though.

I'm out.

Take care.

~Another interval in the life of me~

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Subject:	Tell me what you thought about...
Time:	2:36 am.
Mood:	sleepy.
Music:	MSI coming from Stone's room.

Hi kids.

Hows it going?

I'm good.

I've been promoted at work.

I don't do a whole lot.

Just work and come home and BS and hang out.

Catch a movie once in a while.

Mostly just hang out with the homies.

Nothing to say really, so I'm out.

Peace.

~Another month in the life of me~

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Subject:	For Sarah
Time:	5:19 pm.

I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone
I recommend walking around naked in your living room
Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill)
It feels so good (swimming in your stomach)
Wait until the dust settles

You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn

I recommend biting off more then you can chew to anyone
I certainly do
I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time
Feel free
Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind)
Hold it up (to the rays)
You wait and see when the smoke clears

You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn

Wear it out (the way a three-year-old would do)
Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway)
The fire trucks are coming up around the bend

You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn

You grieve you learn
You choke you learn
You laugh you learn
You choose you learn
You pray you learn
You ask you learn
You live you learn

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Subject:	Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down.
Time:	1:06 am.
Mood:	discontent.
Music:	Counting Crows.

Hey guys.

How have you been?

I've been alright.

Mostly working.

I don't ever really do much.

I don't have money to do much.

I think I was starting to...

I have that feeling in the pit of my stomach that I get sometimes.

I'm out.

~Another blah in the life of me~

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Subject:	Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Time:	10:03 pm.
Mood:	good.

Hey guys.

Long time no update.

I've been doing pretty good.

School is over and it looks like I passed everything.

It looks like I'm going to be getting promoted at work.

The friends are good as always.

Not a lot really occurs in my life.

I miss Phil.

Hmm, well, I can't think of a whole lot to say, so I guess I'm out.

Just wanted to let you guys know I'm alive and well.

~Another 11 days in the life of me~

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Subject:	Do the Dew.
Time:	9:41 pm.
Mood:	nostalgic.

Wow...for anyone that knows me, you know that I frequent Gamefaqs and in particular a message board on it.

The FFTSB(Final Fantasy Tactics Social Board) has been a part of my life since 2001.

Now this place has taken various roles in my life. At one point it was next to nothing, and at some points it was pretty much all I did. I've met some of my best friends through this place.

Now it plays a pretty small part in my life, but I still consider it a place that I can always retreat to if ever I need to.

But I just found out that one of the members died, and while I wasn't close to him, he was still apart of the FFTSB family and now he is gone.

I'm not the type to get sad, but I can still miss the presence of someone that had always been there.

RIP. Logan

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Subject:	Something in the way she makes believe....
Time:	1:00 pm.
Mood:	okay.

Hey guys.

Long time no update.

I've been just about the same.

I go to work. Which I enjoy.

I go to school. Which I sometimes enjoy.

I enjoy my friends.

I've been helping some niggas out with their problems. Which I enjoy.

Went to the Galveston County Fair & Rodeo and got free food and rides. Which I enjoyed.

Been hanging out with Amanda a lot. Which I enjoy.

Being totally caught up in school with one exception that is being remedied Monday. Which I enjoy.

Playing Guitar Hero and Phantasy Star Online a lot. Which I enjoy.

Being out of school after next Monday. Which I enjoy.

Doing a 5 page paper on Queen Gertrude of Hamlet fame. Which I do not enjoy.

Wishing some people would stop by more often. *coughdirtylissaskankbitchcough*

And I'm out now guys.

Peace.

~Another long period in the life of me~

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Subject:	Stand in the place where you live.
Time:	5:09 pm.
Mood:	good.

Heya.

Hows it going?

I'm good.

I've been busy...slacking off.

Stone and I most definitely fail at this school thing.

Lets see...I need to write an english paper, a philosophy paper, study for a philosophy test, and study for a history test.

Now studying for both tests will take maybe two hours at absolute max. The papers will take about 2 hours each.

Now this may not sound like a lot, and it isn't, I'm just that ninjaish.

Meh.

Other than that things are going well.

I bought paint for my room...have yet to paint, but the first few steps are finished.

I enjoy living on my own.

I'm finally getting settled financially. Still slightly poorish, but I can actually afford food now.

The innocent ducks of COM need no longer fear us.

I'm now of legal drinking and gambling age.

Go me.

Uhh...not much else to say.

Oh...I also need to read To Kill a Mockingbird.

Anyway, I'm out.

~Another span of time in the life of me~

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Subject:	Well I believe I'm just plain tired
Time:	4:07 pm.
Mood:	exhausted.

Heya.

How you doing?

I'm sleepy.

I have so much to do.

I've always been a procrastinator, but with work the way it is, I've been finding it so easy to procrastinate even more than usual.

Phil, come down and make me not be Ninjaish.

I think I'm gonna go now soon and try to get stuff done before the sleep demon overtakes me.

Take care all of you lovely people.

Peace.

~Another day in the life of me~

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Subject:	This old mad season comes around.
Time:	10:28 pm.
Mood:	happy.

Heya guys.

I had a great birthday.

Thank you to those of you that called or showed up.

This has been pretty much the best birthday in a long time.

Thanks, I mean it.

The party was great.

I had a great time.

That about sums it up.

Love all you people.

I'm gonna go do homework.

Peace.

~Another day in the life of me~

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Subject:	You can sin or spend the night all alone.
Time:	5:00 pm.
Mood:	tired.

So, hey guys.

Hows it going?

I'm tired.

As usual.

I hate my schedule.

Luckily I just have one more month of this and I'll be done for a little while.

I'm no longer dying.

Not much has been going on really.

People come by.

People hang out.

People leave.

I enjoy scratching Maura.

Hmm...yeah, not much to say really.

So...uhh...peace out.

~Another blur in the life of me~

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Subject:	Reach down your hand in your pocket.
Time:	5:04 pm.
Mood:	tired.

Hey kiddies.

How are y'all doing?

I'm pretty good.

A bit tired, but thats nothing anormal.

Saturday Adrian, Tracie, Amy, Angela, and I went to see Fall Out Boy.

Opening...part...was some guy on stage singing.

yeah...

Next was From First to Last.

I thought they were OK. We worked our way up towards the front during their set.

Hawthorne Heights was next and I enjoyed them very much.

All American Rejects were next, but I didn't get to see very much by them because Adrian was feeling poorly and needed to get some water.

FOB was last.

I thought they put on a pretty decent show.

I enjoyed it.

It was worth Amy's money...and will eventually be worth my money too.

We headed home after the show.

I hopped in bed and talked to Andy for a while and then passed out.

Worked for like a billion hours the next day, stopped by Bill's house for Cassie's birthday and then went home and BSed for a few minutes and slept.

Work today.

Turned in my history paper.

Gotta write one tonight.

All is going pretty well in my life. I enjoy it.

I'm gonna go now.

Take care.

Peace.

~Another weekened in the life of me~

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Subject:	I'm so sorry 'bout the attitude...
Time:	7:27 pm.
Mood:	cold.

Hey guys.

Hows it going?

I'm pretty well all things considered.

I now know the meaning of being a broke ass college kid.

We have to give plasma to make rent.

We got this.

My house is so cold. The heater is dead.

But really, why the hell do we need a heater at this time of year?

Sarah and I had a nice chat.

I'm gonna go visit my grandma now.

Bye folks.

~Another day in the life of me~

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Subject:	We should never get this bad.
Time:	11:15 pm.
Mood:	good.

Hi guys.

For those of you that know/care, my grandma is doing well.

I did a research paper tonight.

I like Matchbox 20.

And a test.

Went shopping. I love shopping for groceries.

I'm not gay.

I must do one tomorrow...in like an hour.

Oh well, I got this.

Not much has changed since my last entry.

I really just wake up everyday at 6:20AM and go to work till 2PM.

I have an hour break which has been consumed Guitar Hero.

I then go to class till about 8 or so.

Anything interesting typically happens after school in the few hours I sleep.

I get paid soon.

I hope I have some money left because I wanna paint my room.

Had a very good talk with Moss tonight. The better I get to know him the more I like him.

In a ~~not~~ gay way.

Girls.

Uhh...I think I'm out.

Peace.

~Another day in the life of me~

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Subject:	I'll just hang.
Time:	11:22 pm.
Mood:	sleepy.

Hey guys.

My room has a bed. A real bed.

Once we get money I'm gonna paint.

Then I will be well on my way to being totally moved in.

I brought my TV over and Stone fixed it.

My laptop should be getting here soon.

In a few weeks I'll be caught up with my financial situation and that shall make me happy.

Then I'll be able to purchase my wishlist from thinkgeek.com

Sexy.

I have so many sexy female friends. It's great.

I have research papers to do.

I am god of procrastinating.

We skipped philosophy today.

We did this, not because we wanted to, but simply because we proved that we make better grades by not attending class.

All my grades are quite good.

I just have to do my papers to keep them that way.

Not much to say really.

Things are well.

Come by the house.

Jo is moving in. She cleans stuff.

Nikki too.

I think I'm out guys.

Peace.

~Another day or two in the life of me~

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Subject:	We're all dumb and jaded.
Time:	4:23 am.
Mood:	confused.
Music:	Say it....

Hey guys.

Hows it going?

Its kinda been a weird day or two around here.

I can't/don't wanna go into details but its just odd.

I have that feeling in my stomach and I have no idea why.

I hope I'm not entering into one of my moods.

Those suck.

Blah.

I think I'm gonna go to bed.

I should feel better in the morning.

should

I think I like someone?

So yeah....

I'm out.

Good night guys.

~Another wtf in the life of me~

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